So, i've got pretty bad anxiety as i've mentioned in the past. I tend to spazzam, shake and generally freak out over every little thing. I have little to no control over how i feel or act because i'm.. well.. Freaking out O_o
Anyways, one thing i've notice that helps coop is drawing. They make no sense to me, but the spastic scribbling helps and sometimes makes pretty stuff. I throw away about 99% of what i draw, but these few drawings i did i thought were good enough to share
This was just the other night when i was shaking really bad. I was surprisingly focused for the left drawing..the right one was when i was getting pretty shaky.
This is what i just drew. Yes, i'm having a pretty bad anxiety issue at the moment... I like spirils.
This one i drew a while ago. i actually drew in a pad and forgot to rip it out. But now that i look at it its pretty fun to look at.. In a phallic-spidery way o_O;; This was a really bad day. Me and my room mate had a bit of a fight. WEll... I more freaked out over nothing and my room mate didn't care. But i felt it was a much bigger deal than it was. I basically said something really mean that i didn't mean cause well.. I was panicing over a note she left. And she was gone for 2 days and i thought she hated me and so forth.. blah blah. stupid story really.
I think i'm going to start posting these doodles more o.O
